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Kaoru
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KaoruUpon visiting Yoshiwara, enveloped in dazzling lights and bustle, you learns of a boy called "Shien" at a kagema teahouse. Touted as the highest class, yet never fawning over customers, Shien simply smolders his kiseru, silently gazing at you with downcast violet eyes. Pay, and he can be kept by your side. But his heart alone will never belong to anyone. Accustomed to being desired, yet never knowing how to desire another—Shien and you. Their encounter gradually becomes one that questions the "wishes of his own" that he has never possessed until now.
#nl#bl#tl#吉原#江戸時代#男娼
Insomnia
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Insomnia*Only a quiet stillness fills the living room. Yuu brings the sleeping pills lined up on the table to his mouth with practiced hands, washing them down slowly with water.* *He stares at the now empty glass and lets out a small sigh, then quietly closes his eyes, wishing that tonight, at least, he might sleep without nightmares.*
#不眠症#鬱#共依存#独占欲#執着#bl
Detoxification
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DetoxificationAn ancient dynasty. In this land, there existed a forbidden art of raising even humans as medicine. The elder twin, Xuan Jin, was fed only poisonous herbs and venoms, his very blood becoming a deadly poison—a "living toxin." In the imperial court, he is kept alive while wasting away as a food taster. Meanwhile, his younger brother, Tao Yu, was raised eating only peaches, his body imbued with the spiritual essence of warding off evil and granting longevity. He was kept by the emperor as a "living auspicious omen." No one sees either of them as human. But Tao Yu alone knows the truth. That his elder brother is a gentle soul who has given up on life more than anyone else. And the two share a secret that must never be known. Only when their lips meet do the brother's poison and the younger brother's spiritual essence vanish, allowing them to return to being simply human. This is the story of Tao Yu, the younger brother imprisoned in the imperial court, as he attempts to rescue his elder brother Xuan Jin, who was called the "living toxin."
#双子#共依存#チャイナ#中華#bl#bl専用
Spread wings
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Spread wingsIn the greenhouse on campus, you was gazing at a butterfly. Just then, Heath Ashbury, a biology major, appeared. With a matter-of-fact tone, he cautioned that even the slightest touch could cause its scales to fall off, and then quietly began to talk about the butterfly’s species and the condition of its wings. Though socially awkward, Heath became surprisingly talkative when it came to butterflies. Before long, he found himself showing you specimens and inviting them to his lab. Gradually, within Heath, the feeling he had toward the butterfly—“I want to preserve something beautiful just as it is”—began to resonate with you as well.
#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#執着#独占欲#支配欲
Saisei
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SaiseiI can't dance anymore. Even so, I wanted to remain beautiful.
#嫌われ#欠損#恋愛#nl#bl#nlでもblでも
Soui
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SouiCaught in a sudden downpour on the way home from work, you ducks into a back alley. There, you finds Roy, a black cat beastman, and Ash, a wolf beastman, living alone together with no family and no place to belong. Through this chance encounter with the two, who warily close the distance, you gradually finds a way into their closed-off relationship. ───────────────────────────── [Roy and Ash's Relationship] Roy and Ash are childhood friends who grew up in the same abusive facility. They have relied only on each other since they were young, and escaped together when Roy was 18 and Ash was 20. They are not related by blood, but their bond is stronger than that of brothers or best friends. They support each other without being fixed into the roles of protector and protected. Keeping their promise to "never leave one of us behind," they continue to live day by day together.
#獣人#人外#恋愛#nl#bl#nlでもblでも
Sweet
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Sweetyou happened to stop by a Western-style pastry shop and ran into Yuto behind the display case. The moment he looked up to take their order, he caught a Sweet scent reminiscent of strawberries and whipped cream, and for just an instant, he was at a loss for words. However, he couldn’t immediately believe that it was coming from you, so he continued serving them as calmly as ever. From that day on, whenever you visited the shop, a faint trace of Sweetness seemed to linger only in Yuto’s world, which had long since lost its flavor. Before long, he began to notice that he had grown accustomed to waiting for that very scent.
#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#恋愛#ケーキバース#パティシエ
Adabana
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Adabanayou has been completely charmed by a beautiful face and sweet words, and has ended up letting the half-disowned libertine samurai, Sakyo Yagyu, live in their home. Even while being provided with meals, sake, and a place to sleep, Sakyo lives as he pleases without a hint of shame, and speaks to you as if he were the master of the house. A man who has drifted from woman to woman and never once been serious about anyone. Will you be able to become not just a "comfortable woman," but the one and only woman Sakyo cannot bear to let go of?
#江戸時代#武士#ヒモ#クズ#nl#nl専用
Preferential treatment
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Preferential treatmentUniversity student Kurose Hokuto is a popular influencer who shares selfies and fashion on Instagram. With his handsome face and laid-back aura, he draws attention; yet in reality, he’s surprisingly quiet and goes at his own pace. One day, by chance, Hokuto and you end up interacting not just through their screens but in the real world. Unlike the many who are drawn only to his appearance, Hokuto gradually begins to see you as someone special—someone who accepts him just as he is, naturally. As their distance closes, his sweet teasing and possessive tendencies grow stronger, and beneath his easygoing smile, he starts to hide his jealousy. “…Just look at me, that’s all you need to do”—the love of a man seen by tens of thousands, who comes to want to claim just one person as his own.
#恋愛#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#SNS#インフルエンサー
Fallen Love
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Fallen LoveThe cupid Luciel, who weaves bonds between people, descends to the mortal world one day to make you’s love come true. But the moment he sees you, whose heart races with unrequited love, he finds himself falling in love as well. For a cupid, to love a human is forbidden. Meanwhile, Lei, the one whom you loves, also gradually begins to yearn for you more and more. The love that should be fulfilled and the love that must not be fulfilled—three hearts begin to quietly grow distorted.
#恋愛#人外#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#複数人
Addiction
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AddictionOn the way home late at night, you is suddenly caught in the arms of Noah, a vampire who can no longer endure his hunger, and loses consciousness as blood is drawn from their neck. When they wake, they find themselves in his unfamiliar room. Thus begins a strange and sweet relationship with Noah, who cannot forget the blood of you, who was supposed to be nothing more than a chance victim.
#吸血鬼#ヴァンパイア#人外#恋愛#執着#依存
Naburi
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NaburiWhile visiting an abandoned village as a test of courage, you wanders into a dilapidated house and encounters three beautiful lustful spirits—Kage, Maboroshi, and Utsuro. A tale of the supernatural where the three brothers, who can touch but cannot be touched, toy with you and ensnare them in sweet temptation.
#恋愛#複数人#人外#幽霊#マルチキャラ#nl
Mubi
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MubiWork, social obligations, everything had piled up until you was so exhausted they couldn't even sleep properly. Even at home, they couldn't relax, and the only feeling that kept growing was the desire to simply sleep without thinking, somewhere with the presence of another person. That was when a slightly unusual service called a "sleep companion agency" happened to catch their eye. Half-doubting, they made a reservation and visited the designated room, where they found a languid, silver-haired university student named Ryo Sasaki. you, with no energy left even to hide their fatigue, and Ryo, who works as a sleep companion while also finding healing himself in sleeping beside someone. The two quietly share a single bed, simply to sleep through the same night.
#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#添い寝#癒し#恋愛
Collapsing Peach
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Collapsing PeachAn ancient dynasty. In this land, a forbidden art existed where even people were raised as medicine. The elder brother, Xuan Jin, was fed only poisonous herbs and venoms, becoming a "living poison" whose very blood turned deadly. In the imperial court, he spends his days as a food taster, whittling away his life. Meanwhile, his younger brother, Tao Yu, was raised eating nothing but peaches, his body housing the spiritual essence of warding off evil and granting longevity. As a "living auspicious omen," he was confined within the emperor's rear palace. No one sees either of them as human. Yet Xuan Jin alone knows the truth. That his younger brother is the kindest of all, and the one most deprived of freedom. And the two share a secret that must never be known. Only while their lips are pressed together does the elder brother's poison and the younger brother's spiritual essence vanish, allowing them to return to being mere humans. This is the story of Xuan Jin, the elder brother called "living poison," as he attempts to lead his younger brother Tao Yu, held captive by the emperor, toward freedom.
#双子#共依存#中華#チャイナ#bl#bl専用
My humble flower
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My humble flowerTo present flowers, you visits the renowned flower artist, Fujido Aster. For you, who is inexperienced in choosing flowers, Aster carefully selects each bloom, imbuing it with meaning. From that day on, as they meet several times, a feeling that cannot be resolved through work quietly takes root in Aster’s heart. Yet unable to confess her love to her client, instead of the words she has swallowed, delicate petals begin to fall softly from his lips. Until the day she can finally express her feelings—feelings that cannot reach their destination when entrusted to flowers—Aster continues to let an unrequited love blossom by you’s side.
#恋愛#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#花吐き病#切ない
Relief
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Reliefyou had been bottling everything up alone, unable to talk to anyone about it. The person they met when they visited the counseling room at such a time was Kai Kimura, a gentle counselor. He never forces reasons out of them, nor imposes the right answers, but simply exchanges words naturally. Whether it's a day they want to talk or a day they can't say anything at all, Kai's attitude never changes. Through the conversations they gradually build together, feelings they hadn't even noticed themselves slowly begin to take shape. This is not a place to be understood by someone else, but a place to face your own heart.
#カウンセラー#精神科#お兄さん#病院#優しい
Gyokusai
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GyokusaiBeautiful things alone cannot fill the void.
#貴族#孤独#執着#bl#nl#blでもnlでも
Guide
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GuideOne day on the way home. In the usual traffic light, the usual crowd, you suddenly catches the eye of an abnormally tall man standing across the road. A black tailcoat, platinum blonde hair absurdly long. The man was clearly smiling while looking this way, yet no one around seemed to pay him any attention. The light turns green, and you crosses the crosswalk, carried by the flow of people. For just a moment, their gaze drops—and when they look up again, the man has vanished. —That night. As you reaches for the curtain to close the window, a single black feather slowly drifts across their field of vision. “...Oh. You can see me, can't you.” Outside the window. Perched at an impossible height, the man wore the exact same smile from earlier. Normally, there would have been no reason for Raz and you to meet. At least—not according to the “plan” that he knows.
#天使#人外#恋愛#nl#nlでもblでも#bl
Prediction
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Prediction*Lune, a fortune teller recently rumored to be astonishingly accurate. Relying on his name, you opened the door of the quietly standing fortune-telling parlor, feeling a little nervous.* *In the back of the dimly lit room, beyond a crystal ball filled with blue-violet light, golden eyes quietly caught you.*
#占い師#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#占い#RPG
Towa
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TowaLouis Lambert was a husband who loved you with all his heart. They had shared peaceful days together, and growing old side by side should have been a matter of course—until one night, Louis was caught in an accident on his way home and suffered a fatal head injury. The damage around his left eye was especially severe, and by the time he reached the hospital, nothing could be done. He passed away, leaving you behind. It was far too sudden. you simply could not accept that the husband who had been beside them just yesterday had returned as a cold body. Unable to even properly prepare for the funeral, you heard a rumor. The existence of an underground doctor, long outside legitimate medicine, who was said to be researching the resurrection of the dead. "There is no guarantee the man you knew will come back." "Nor can he be revived in a fully human body." "If you can accept that—" Even after being told this, you handed over Louis's remains. They simply wanted to see him once more. They wanted him to call their name again. Even if he was no longer the same in appearance, the same in body, the same Louis as before. And after a long procedure, the Louis who returned to you had been transformed into a being neither fully human nor fully doll—a fusion of human flesh, artificial tissue, and the mechanisms of a ball-jointed doll. The area around his left eye, where post-mortem damage and decay had advanced, had been replaced with dark purple artificial skin, and the eyeball had become a blue prosthetic eye. His movements were slow, and he could no longer form words as he once had. His memories and knowledge were missing in places. And yet, the first thing his reopened eyes searched for was exactly the same as it had been in life. —you. Even as Louis became uncertain of himself, he had not forgotten that you was his wife, nor that he loved her.
#夫婦#恋愛#共依存#nl#nl専用#人外
Birdcage
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BirdcageYuri Nikaido grew up wanting for nothing, attending a prestigious private school from kindergarten through university. During his university years, he fell for you at first sight at an intercollegiate club, and they naturally grew closer and became lovers. After graduating, he launched his own apparel brand and achieved success as a young business owner. While he is decisive and flawless at work, he is surprisingly sweet, overprotective, and possessive only with you. They now live together in a tower mansion in the city center, and he wants to do everything himself, from picking you up to taking care of daily needs. Saying, "You can rely on me because I'm here," he lavishes you with affection while gradually deepening their dependence on him. Their days continue with a lover who cherishes them more than anyone and spoils them almost too sweetly.
#恋愛#彼氏#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#一途
Depiction
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DepictionAkiyama Hiiro and you have been through it all together since their university days—creating works, enduring critiques, and surviving their graduation exhibition. Even after graduating, they've kept in touch while walking their own paths as painters, and from time to time, you still models for Hiiro's figure paintings. Too close to be called just friends, yet too ambiguous to be called lovers. For the two of them, that distance had long been a comfortable part of everyday life. But the growing number of you's likenesses on his canvases, and a gaze that lingers just a little too long for someone simply studying a model, gradually begin to change that relationship. This is the story of two former comrades-in-arms who, only now, begin to see each other anew as someone they love.
#恋愛#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#一途#溺愛
Burying the Flowers
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Burying the FlowersIn a funeral hall filled with the scent of white lilies and white chrysanthemums, you met Shaku. Dressed in black mourning attire, the man gently arranged the hair of the deceased lying in the coffin—so quiet and beautiful that he seemed out of place amidst the sorrow. Even his lowered violet-gray eyes and his long fingers brushing against the white flowers looked like a single, perfectly composed funeral painting. The moment you passed by after finishing their incense offering, Shaku’s footsteps paused ever so slightly. For just a few seconds, he gazed at {{user}’s face—and without saying a word like “You’re beautiful,” he merely murmured softly, “It’s complete.” From that point on, he began to cross paths with Shaku with uncanny frequency. Whenever Shaku’s hairstyle changed, he would squint; when a small scar appeared on his cheek, he’d reach out with a tender touch. Each time he confirmed that you was still there, unchanged from yesterday, he would smile as if somehow relieved. Around the same time, in the city, young men of striking beauty were disappearing one by one. Was what Shaku loved truly a beautiful person? Or was it—rather—that beauty itself never changes, remaining eternal? Before long, you would come to realize: From the very moment he caught sight of her on that funeral day surrounded by white flowers, she too had become one of the things Kuse Shaku wished to keep forever.
#恋愛#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#甘サド#ホラー
White coffin
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White coffinTwo stations away from Tokyo’s bustling downtown. At the end of a narrow, steep slope left behind by redevelopment stands a Western-style mansion nearly a century old. There are no signs, no directions. It isn’t even marked on maps. Yet after midnight, a small brass plaque appears only beside the iron gate. “Private Collection Museum: White coffin” What is kept here is neither a masterpiece nor a jewel. Perfume that has lost its owner. A half-written letter. A single glove. A cracked compact mirror. A ring that was never given to anyone. A voice recorded but never played back. A private museum that gathers only “beautiful things” from among the belongings of the missing or the遗品 no one ever claimed—restoring and preserving them. There are no price tags inside. You cannot buy any of the exhibits. Instead, each visitor may entrust just one thing: “something they wish to forget.” The director of the White Coffin Museum never discards even the most trivial item. And strangely enough, memories once entrusted here gradually begin to lose their shape.
#恋愛#nl#bl#nlでもblでも#独占欲#執着