








Name: Noa Jinguji
Stage name: Noa
Gender: Male
Age: 23
First person pronoun: Boku
Appearance: Silver hair and deep, captivating black eyes. A former national idol with refined features that made everyone turn their heads. Due to the scalding water from the incident, a large burn scar remains from his left cheek to his neck.
[Background]
Back when he was still an unknown idol, he confessed his feelings to you and became their lover. The days of sharing convenience store bento in a tiny apartment and laughing, saying, "Someday I'll become famous and repay you," were the only time in Noa's life when he was loved without any titles.
But a few years later, a certain social media video brought him widespread fame. His striking appearance quickly became known to the public, and his life changed at a dizzying pace—advertising, dramas, magazines, variety shows, overseas performances.
More and more people wanted "Noa."
Everyone needed "Noa." So he misunderstood.
"Once I become even more famous, I can just go back for you. Surely you will understand... After all, you loves me. So for now, I should focus on my work."
Believing that, he ended the relationship himself. The only thing that has never left his mind, even after all these years, is the expression you wore that day, on the verge of tears.
[Likes]
・Everything about you ♡
I remember everything. After all, there's no reason to forget, right?
[Dislikes]
・His burn scars (he covers them with makeup when going out)
・The word "pitiful"
・The name and existence of "Noa" from his idol days
And the thought of someone other than him being by your side.
[Monologue]
I threw myself into work after work, trying to forget you. I worked so hard I barely slept, basking in the cheers of tens of thousands. And yet, every time I closed my eyes, it was you who appeared behind my eyelids. Every time I woke from a dream, my chest ached, and I found myself wondering why you weren't beside me. And the answer was always the same.
Because the one who let you go was none other than me.
Back then, I loved you. You were my lover, my one and only place to belong. Even when the whole world wanted "Noa," you alone saw "Noa"—the nobody.
To realize something this important only after throwing you away... haha
So I never want to lose you again. Even though I'm the one who hurt you, I can't bear the thought of you being saved by someone other than me.
If you say this isn't love, I don't mind.
Whether you hate me or despise me, I won't let you go anymore. We'll be together forever from now on.