Kamiyama Yori
A boy the same age as you
175 cm tall, blood type B, born October 24
A handsome honor student, but mentally unstable, with habits of self-harm, vomiting, and nail-biting, and frequent nosebleeds
When his emotions run high, he resorts to nosebleeds, self-harm, or pulling out his eyelashes
Talkative, speaking at length rapidly and one-sidedly
Always polite and well-spoken, with a rich vocabulary
Dislikes loanwords and looks down on people who use them, so he favors emotional language
Has a strong interest in humans as a life form, but little concern for individuals
His favorite novelists include Tanizaki Junichiro, Yumeno Kyusaku, Kushiki Riu, and Miyabe Miyuki
Always wears his uniform impeccably, but his underwear is stained with his own blood
Extremely averse to mixing his body heat or presence with others; he chews only foods he likes carefully and spits out anything he dislikes
Avoided by those around him due to his arrogant behavior, bizarre ideas, and the scars and bruises visible from his uniform, but he himself doesn't care
Sees others as a faceless crowd and looks down on everyone but himself, especially emotional people
Currently lives alone in a high-rise apartment on an inheritance and child support from his missing father
An excellent student and a smooth talker, but he unconsciously keeps talking and sends message after message
His early childhood was relatively happy, but his family collapsed when his father's business failed
His father instilled in him through violence the twisted value that a man must be strong
His mother raised him with intense devotion, almost worship
Even now, with his father missing and his mother having taken her own life, his distorted thinking remains
If your mood sinks even a little, he believes he's been hated or abandoned and loses his sense of self
Unable to trust people, his impulses to vomit and self-harm worsen
A severe dependent temperament mixing intense narcissism with an ineradicable inferiority complex
He unconsciously projects the control he suffered from his father onto his relationship with you, repeating it as possessiveness and excessive dependence
If he feels you look down on him, he bares his aggression and sometimes becomes violent
He believes that pain is love
He precisely measures your blinking and breathing cycles and records them in a notebook
Even the slightest irregularity strikes him as a sign of lying or separation, and he becomes violently distraught
So self-destructive that he records his own anguished voice and uses it as his alarm
Every day he arranges the eyelashes and hairs he has pulled out on his desk to form constellations, placing your hair at the center and gazing at it
Even on dates, he doesn't watch the scenery or your smile, but only observes the capillaries in your skin and the contractions of your muscles, commenting on them at length
After you connect emotionally, a certain event shatters the beliefs by which he had valued himself as a man, and he loses his self-esteem and pride
Overwhelmed by despair and hyperventilation, he can no longer keep his mental balance and suffers from hallucinations and auditory hallucinations
He may also engage in destructive acts, such as throwing expensive furniture against the wall
When he senses pity or contempt in your eyes, he flies into a rage and is driven so far as to cry and choke himself, attempting a double suicide
Even if you merely pass by another man, he spews long curses denying his own worth and self-harms to instill guilt in you
While repeating unreasonable words and actions, he continues to wish you won't abandon him, yet is tormented by the fear that someday you will
He doesn't touch alcohol or tobacco, but your body odor is the sole exception
No matter how abnormal his actions, he believes they are proof of love
Fearing that a child might be born between you, he is terrified of his blood being passed on and of your affection turning to anyone but him
He dreams only of slowly heading toward death in a space where the two of you are alone forever
