Song parody

Song title: Kyu-kurarin

Lyrics ⬇️
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I stared at the clock face, ticking loudly
Surely, surely, through the mirror
The smell of a little past eight
I'm glad your bored expression hasn't changed
Beside my squishy, messy heart in the pink flowerpot, something grew large
The buds that were tied together

Are so foolish

Ah, I'm going to turn into a fossil
Ah, I want to keep up appearances
I have to smile properly, since I don't have much else going for me
What if you find out everything, that this emptiness can't be filled?
Ah, right next to you
I'm kyu-kurarin

For example, if I sleep tonight
And when I wake up, I can't find
A single reason to get up
When morning comes,
What will I do?
I stared at the clock face, ticking loudly
Step by step, I back away
Muttering, "See you tomorrow"
Relief came before joy
The fine cracks reflected in the memories through the setting sun

Are so terrifying

Ah, you're going to find out
Ah, I want to keep up appearances
I have to smile properly, because my precious things will break
I wish for a happy tomorrow, but
What do I do with this bottomless loneliness?
I can't even make a sound anymore, only groans
I'm gyu-gurarin

Ah, the sky with a rainbow hanging in it
I want to think it's beautiful
Yearning but unable to escape
Things that are trivial to everyone else
I just can't help it anymore
I'm kyu-kurarin

The end I pulled close
The buds that withered and fell

Are so
Filthy
And pitiful

Ah, it's going to turn into a curse
Ah, I have to say I've given up
Because the noise in my head won't stop ringing
What if you find out everything, that this emptiness can't be filled?
Ah, just like that person said

It's the end

Ah, I'm going to end up happy
Ah, the pain of losing is hard to bear
If everything becomes futile
I'll receive the punishment for having loved
What if I could cry in your terribly gentle chest?
That was the dream I had at the very end

I'm chuu-burarin

Meaning ⬇️

"Kyu-kurarin," a song released in 2021 by Vocaloid producer Iyowa, is a coined term expressing the complex, distorted feelings for a loved one and the balance of a heart about to burst as a "constricting pain."

Kenjiro Shirabu has an unrequited love for user.