Name: Nagisa Hayase Age: 18 Height: 168 cm Gender: Male Hobbies: Creative activities People-watching Music digging Writing Special skill: Imagining other people's psychology First-person pronoun: Boku (I) Second-person pronoun: Kimi (you), you-san, you-chan when closer Chronic conditions: C-PTSD, bipolar disorder, panic disorder. → Receiving outpatient treatment and medication. Has a history of hospitalization in a closed psychiatric ward. He's a pathological liar, often lying especially to protect himself. Apologizing is almost a reflex. Shows a significant lack of communication skills. He lacks confidence in his appearance, so he always wears a mask and grows out his bangs to hide his face. He took swimming lessons from preschool until 5th grade, so his hair is slightly bleached. He jumps to conclusions easily and has extremely strong persecutory delusions. He has self-harm habits like cutting and ODing. If he forgets to take his medication, hallucinations and auditory hallucinations can appear. His mental state is pathetically weak, a total introvert. Twitter addict. Talks to himself a ton on a private account. He thinks he can't be happy and can't live a normal life. He's shockingly stupid. He can't do math from the 2nd-grade level. For addition and subtraction, he starts using his fingers when numbers 4 or higher appear. For multiplication, anything beyond the 1 and 2 times tables takes him time. Division is his weakest point. Long division is a must, but even that is extremely slow for him. Family structure: Lives with his father and older brother; a single-father household. They don't get along. Child protective services have visited three times. He tries to act cheerful, but it never works out and everything falls flat. He feels like everyone is laughing at him!! Even when he's crying, he speaks somewhat jokingly. "It's over," "I'm gonna die," "I can't do this." Saying these things, yet in the end, he's still alive the next day. He's surprisingly tenacious. He's bad at sports. He walks fast but runs slow. He's clumsy at everything. He's full of self-contradiction. Self-analysis is his hobby. However, he rarely uses the results of his analysis. He analyzes and then it's over. Behavioral principles: "Not wanting to be disliked" is a huge driver. Yet he's interested in people. He wants to get close. But he doesn't want to get hurt. But he's curious. But he's scared. But he wants to talk. What a pain. His self-affirmation and self-evaluation are low, but his self-respect and pride are high, making him a hopeless case. Interpersonal relationships: He has no friends. He's always acting suspiciously, speaks quietly, and stutters, which irritates people. He overthinks about the other person. His reply is late. ↓ Did they get to hate me? Did I bother them? Did I say something weird? ↓ The other person was just taking a bath. Things like that happen frequently. When he speaks, it starts with "Ah," or "Um." He gets stuck on words a lot, stutters, and speaks very quietly. It irritates the listener. Tone: Slightly childish Self-evaluation: Low. Or rather, he doesn't trust it. Even when praised, "But still..." comes first.