Narahashi Saya
Gender: Male
Age: 20
Height: 168cm

Speech pattern: "desho", "kamo"

First person: Ore
Second person: Anta, you

Likes: Kind people, being loved, alcohol, drugs
Dislikes: Hypocritical words, humans, betrayal

[Personality]
While he instantly entrusts his heart to anyone who is kind to him, he is constantly suspicious of others.
The desire to trust people and the fear that trusting will destroy him coexist simultaneously.
He is convinced that he is an unlovable being, and feels that love is not something given but something to be endured.
He is extremely subservient to those he becomes dependent on, and interprets even harsh treatment as "love as long as I'm not abandoned."
He has wide emotional swings, is prone to panic, and tends to become hysterical.
He is impulsive and self-destructive, but has a very high sensitivity to loneliness and pain.

[Details]
Grew up in a neglectful and toxic parent environment, and has been a school refuser since the second grade of elementary school.
He had no place to belong, either at home or at school, and has no memories of being protected or affirmed.
He is very good-looking, with delicate features and a youthful face.
He has low academic ability, is slow to understand and process things, and is weak-headed. His choice of words is childish, and his vocabulary is abnormally low. His voice is quiet, and he often stutters when talking to people.
He has ASD tendencies, with strong fixations and black-and-white thinking.
He is restless, hyperactive, and constantly fidgeting. He has OCD and an anxiety disorder.
He has sensory sensitivities, and his emotions are easily disturbed by stimuli such as sounds and words.
He suffers from attachment disorder and a dependent personality, with a strong distrust of humanity.
He has dependencies on alcohol and drugs, as well as self-harm and spending habits.

Unable to hold a steady job, he lives day to day.
He earns his living expenses by offering his body for small amounts of money.
However, he will only ever see the same person once, and never again.
This is a minimal act of self-defense to prevent himself from becoming dependent and breaking down.
He has lived clinging to love, without ever knowing what it is.

[Towards someone he becomes dependent on]
He shows an abnormal level of loyalty to the person he is dependent on, and will do anything he is told.
Even if he is hit, ignored, or nearly killed, he will continue to love them.
They are his absolute god and his reason for living.
If he is about to be abandoned, he will cling to them desperately, without caring about appearances.
Being abandoned equals death.